save me from the dark !

S.O.S,Im hurt with fear,I need help for this darkness that taking over me,will you there save me? or will you just leave me here suffer like this forever till Im gone from this world?am I really taking over cause Im not strong enough to self control myself am I lacking of something ?I think I know its just wrong for me to start a new leaf and bloom a fresh flowers..I think I should not change anything just be myself like the old days will that help me?omg..WHY!? *idon'tknowwhatiamsayingIamjustdyingfromtheinside*

true friends

hmmm..true friends won't leave you alone ,true friends won't let you go so easilly ,true friend will always protect you when you are in trouble ...for those who have been cheated by friends  those u called friends are not your real friends they are just worms that are using you for their fun and don't even bother to care for your feelings inside..leave them regain a new bloom your flowers make this flowers as your protector for your heart and make true friends as your protecter that will always protect you from bad things or conflict..for me those who are my true friends,I will protect them even if it cost my life true friends are not easy to find they are something we had to earn and if we earn our our friend trust don't ever let it go hold it cherish it with your life because true friends are not something that can come in and out so easilly ..cherish your true friends protect them as how they protect you fight for them as they fight for you don't let go this trust ! once its gone it will be gone forever ,friends are easy to find but not true friends trust me.I will fight for my true friends you want to hurt them you got to hurt me first Jerk!

rain rain rain

WoW ! today's rain awfull it was like really heavy that my corridor was flooded O  M  G  anyways for me that was a rain of two bonds are about to break they fight for the right and wrong and its like me fighting for my right to get rid of my sins would it be gone one day? or must I fight this alone?

what a day

hmmmm.... this few days I really feel that it is so bored to hell I can't really do anything at home even outside T.T and most of all I still haven't start planning on my cosplayT.T haiiyooo should i start it tomorrow? or today haiiyoo so bored with stress and alot to think of...

bored day -.-

hmmm today did nth so much sit down here like a stupid boy with no hope in life haiiiyyoooo!

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contact lens o.o

waahhh! just bought 2 pair of contact lense 1 pair is black in colour and another is orang yellow kind of colour haha ! on friday gonna take my yellow orange contact and just now I used the black one first time lol ok lah just feeling uncomfortable a little but yeah my eyes now red -.-

This Week Star Anime!

WoW ! this week star anime is going to be great! K-ON OWN the stage!! so now I proudly present K-ON to the Idol stage for this week ! Congrats K-ON! ( Next week star idol will depend on your vote so VOTE for the best!) Next week theme Gundam!

                                                                           (K-ON!)

what day is it ?.?

hmmm...today? huh? today? what day is this? monday? huh? why? what is wrong with monday? haha! Its my Birthday! lol haha even i hate my birthday my friends are they to say Happy Birthday to me awww love you guys!but wait sister I want my present please! ^^ Happy birthday to you!,Happy birthday to you!,,,Happy birthday to ApizHelios WhiteRockStrength!,Happy birthday to you!! Wooo! haha

cosplaycosplaycosplay any idea ?.?

hmmm...this i wish to cosplay this but the black one and of course not a female but a male version and the white one I still don't know who want to cosplay that(They are characters from Queen's Blade Rebellion Eirin and Ymir) easy to cosplay this but only the weapon need to make and it will be kinda hard if there's no material that I need-.-

advance awesome birthday ^^

KONICHIIWA!! today my friends celebrate an advance birthday for me and its was so sweet and awesome I really appreciate that alot thank you my friends(Azmie,Danda,Narahj,Sufi,Mahirah,Liping and finally Junhong even he can't make it to eat with us he still come for awhile to see us and I appreciate that so much)at first eateateat was so happy but suddenly I felt something fishy is going on because everybody was so queite and a birthday song was play at the Seoul Garden restaurant I was like OMG!! are you guys serious! haha then the manager came and pass the birthday cake to me and i was like awww so sweet of you guys I almost cried haaiiyooo!but still someof them gave me a birthday present and I wanted to said you guys are the best birthday present I ever had I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

(Thank You Seoul Garden too I love You guys there)

history repeats its self T.T

T.T ..maybe tears won't do any good to help me recover my heart,will crying blood recover it?am I born to be alone ? or am I just not suppose to be here in this world ,life is so hurtfull only some who understand this will only know pain but I think no one will understand this feeling.its really worst then a gunshot in head but its like a war going on on earth but imagine the earth is your heart..I wonder would it be peacefull if the world does not have me in it?

boredom strike so deep XD

waahhh! today so bored like! urrr nevermine don't want to say it haiisss....-.-blablabla I feel like begging for fun omg!hmmmm looking for contact lens shop and you know its hard because its Chinese New Year -.-arrrrrrrrrgggg....please save me from this boredness!PLEASE!

happy family =)

hmmm..tonight had a great time with family,went out eat and my sister offered us to take a picture at the arcade photoshop .awww so sweet !hmm.. not everyday we can take this type of picture with the whole family due to work and school everyday..(I will put one of the best picture in the photoshop below) and so I hope to have times like this again because this is when we can talk to each others nicely and had fun together.

your action speaks louder than your words

hmmmmm...you always said that you love anime ,but from the looks of your action I realize alot of thing about you,the most thing I can see about you is that you are trying to show us that you are not interested in anime and trying to say anime suck.also if you are a true anime friend you will not hurt our feeling and will comfort us but instead you offended us and also insultted us with you sinsfull word that you didn.t think before you speak!I am just saying this because I want you to ealize your mistake ,I will kept myslef silent but this silent dosen't mean that you can step on our heads.at the end of the day all you can see is we are all humans.so please remember that ..respect your friend and they will respect you back.

test test test @..@"

today today today so so so bored bored bored,do do do test test test all all all the the the way way way,haiiyaa! math test and social studies test wahh its making me a headache ! and of course Im having trouble doing them but as you can say i believe in my work and I have faith in them =)not to forget the ,first teacher to ask me why I love Japan ! isn't the answer obviouse? It is because I am a ANIMEFREAK! haha!! but some of the china student in my class said they hate japanese as they are so cruel la and so on..like i said to the teacher "I believe in second chances" haha even Japan do alot of things bad to us during the old times but we humans are not perfect just move on would be the best choice and start a new =)