replace this pain

hurt that can never be heal,pain that can never be stop only a person strength thats only can hold it inside.my feeling are so deep that can never be save by anybody.if I can I wanted to run far far away from this place that always brings me those hurtfully feelings is there anybody that can understant this? if only you become a part of me then you would know this feelings.God why can't I separate from what I have done I want to leave those memories away from me.T.T Dearest friends are you really my friends or you were just there to make my feelings worse than ever..I feel like ending this life but I have not complete my quest that Im searching for..can I just remove this heart and continue living with no heart with me? maybe that would be better rigth?

lost love

sacrifice every single moment for the sake of people happiness,I am just like a something that were use to death and revive just to feel this hurtfully feeling..If its for happiness I won't mind doing it cause Im use to it.but the question is until went am I goin to do this?when is my happiness coming?or am I just have to live every single moment of my life sacrificing for people..I hope the love that Im waiting will find me one day cause I knew she will be the one that will bring me happiness..

SAVE JAPAN

I really hope Japanis ok.please people,help Japan in anyway its a beutiful country it is also where animefreak were born so please help them in anyways T_T  (Special Thanks To SMOSH)

fate with fang

was it fate to meet you or it is just an illusion to hurt me even further.I really wish to make you happy then why must you leave me in this sadness.Isit my fault that everything has change this is not what Im looking forward too.maybe I shall look forward on something different than happiness maybe fear or maybe hatred.why do people love hurting others ,why..I have an question,can u feel my heart?

should I change ?

today I learn alot of things from the people in my class as its really strange but I think all of them change in the instant I could not describe how is the change but really I felt really strange as if I really don't really need for this world,would there be somebody in this world who will come to me and call my name to awake me from this curse dream that I have been put for such a long time?I really feel that someone will really come for me but honestly no one would.even thought I am like this but still I like the way it are I am not sure if I would really adapt the change me,hmmm maybe this should be better.this would be a better place for me to stay alone and its really gonna feel better with no one around.yeah..maybe.... (showmethelight)

a song that describe my heart

this is the only song song that can describe how my heart feels, so hear this song and you will feel how is my heart is feeling everysingle day of my life..its been more then 2 years that I listen to so it will remind me of myself so yeah enjoy(myfirstvideo,onblog)

Part 1: (Because of limits)
Caught in the dreams of yesterday,
In a world so far away,
Show me that love is here to stay,
Can we find another way?
Please take me far away,
To the world of yesterday.

Part 2:
Repeat:
I wait for my dreams to come true,
It's another part of you.
Turn back time and you'll find,
You're always on my mind.
You be here,
And I have no fear,
The time is right just show me the light,
You show me the light.

Part 3
Maybe I'm too blind to see,
There's no chance for you and me.
But you're always in my heart,
And i knew it from the start.
Just come back to me and stay,
We'll find another way.

save me from the dark !

S.O.S,Im hurt with fear,I need help for this darkness that taking over me,will you there save me? or will you just leave me here suffer like this forever till Im gone from this world?am I really taking over cause Im not strong enough to self control myself am I lacking of something ?I think I know its just wrong for me to start a new leaf and bloom a fresh flowers..I think I should not change anything just be myself like the old days will that help me?omg..WHY!? *idon'tknowwhatiamsayingIamjustdyingfromtheinside*